in·de·ci·sion noun \ˌin-di-ˈsi-zhən\ – a wavering between two or more possible courses of action
Indecision is killing me right now!! I’m not sure why it is so hard for me to make a decision. Actually I do know… fear of making the wrong decision is keeping me from making any choice at all. Knowing this reason isn’t making it any easier though. It’s so frustrating!!
If it were just me depending on me to make the right choice, I think I would be OK. What puts the pressure on is knowing that my husband and two children also expect me to make the best decision. If I screw it up, they suffer too. My kids are old enough now to know what is going on and to remember the consequences, should there by any. Add in the economic uncertainty in every aspect of all of our lives right now, and that pressure feels like it is about to boil over.
Should I submit my resume on that job? Should I even be looking at a job change right now at all? Should I make that purchase or leave the money in savings? Should we make those repairs to our house? Should we still be looking to move? Question after question.
Deep down inside, I know that no matter what decisions I/We make… we will be OK. We always are and we are usually stronger as well. Sometimes it just takes longer to come to that realization. 🙂
In the meantime, I plan to research all of my options. Talk about them with my husband and then make a choice and stick to it. Should there be consequences down the road, we will face them together.
Do you have a hard time making choices? How do you handle indecision?